Know what makes me sad? No one is listening to me. When I want help, no one is there. I spent a year feeling so, so horrible, I mean I was a complete wreck. And it had to be obvious to the people around me...but no one helped me. I felt completely alone and abandoned.
And, the one thing I don't want help with, the one thing that really doesn't matter at all, people constantly dwell on and try to "help" me with. It's just sad and pathetic...sad that they're being so dense that they are missing the big picture, sad for me because no one will listen to me. No one seems to care about what really matters. And I wish they did.
It would be nice to have a friend, any friend, who would listen to me and who would've been there for me at any time now or over the past year. I don't want to be a charity case though. And I don't like begging for attention...
But I get none at all. It's like I'm forgotten. I wish, I really just wish, that I had someone who cared...who was genuinely concerned when I missed school or actually wanted to know how any of this affects me. It's all so hard, especially since I have to face it completely alone.
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