Black Hole

I've got to crawl out of this black hole.
The problem with black holes, you see,
is that it is so easy getting caught in one
yet so very hard to get out.

This was just a thought; hopefully I can turn it into some sort of a poem.

I don't know what to write lately. This week has just been terrible. I had an awesome weekend; went out and saw a friend and ate sushi, went shopping, AND saw a movie - but of course I had to come home and face the reality that is my life. Meaning, using that much energy has left me pretty incapacitated this week, as I knew it would. And it makes me sad, and it's scary. And I just want someone to understand. And, well, people aren't helping. They are just making me more frustrated, and now I want to do something self destructive just to smite them I guess.

Well this seems accurate.

Idealist Counselor (INFJ)

You are introspective, cooperative, directive, and attentive. You find helping others to personally develop and reach their potential to be personally gratifying as you have a strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others. You often communicate to others in a personalized manner and are positive and kind when dealing with others. You are a good listener and are highly intuitive. You are often able to detect the emotions or intentions of another individual before the individual is aware of them.You have an intricate personality and rich inner life. You tend to keep your innermost thoughts and emotional reactions to yourself, which can make you tough to get to know. You tend to be private, possibly because your ability to take in the emotional experiences of others can cause you to be easily hurt. You have great depth of personality and can understand complex issues and individuals.You often prefer to work on a one-to-one basis with others or to work intensely with people close to you. You are happy doing jobs that require solitude and close attention. You are also happy working with others provided that the personal interactions are not superficial and you are given some quiet time in order to reenergize yourself. You usually exert your influence behind-the-scenes rather than being a visible leader.You often work well in organizations. You value staff harmony, are good at consulting and cooperating with others, and you are concerned with the feelings of others. You strive to make an organization run smoothly and pleasantly. You can also act as a barometer of the feelings within an organization.Famous Counselors include Gandhi, Sir Alec Guiness, Carl Jung, Eleanor Roosevelt, and Sidney Poitier.

I have made no progress on that poem.