I saw that you were following my Twitter account so I came to read your blog. I read ALL of it.
Sweet girl, I'm SO sorry for all that you have been through. It breaks my heart into pieces. I have literally shed tears for you today. I'm so sorry that you have felt all alone in this world.
A lot of what you have written in your blog, I could have written myself because there have been times when I have felt the very same way. However, I am a lot older than you, so our experiences are similar but different. But I absolutely, without a doubt, FEEL. YOUR. PAIN. I know what it feels like to be in constant physical and emotional pain, to lose friends, to feel so very alone (even when there ARE people around), to feel guilty about being sick, to feel that my family would be better off with out me, etc. There are SO many feelings and emotions that we deal with AND SO many lies that Satan tells us.
I want you to know that I am here for you and I would love to be your friend! I also have a daughter who has Dysautonomia. She will be 16 in August and I know she would love to talk with you, if you are interested. I also have lots and lots of resources on my blog about Dysautonomia. There is one that my daughter just started using called Starbright World. It is a social network for chronically ill young people from ages 13-20. (I'm not sure how old you are but I kinda figured from your posts that you are probably in your late teens or early 20s.) My daughters LOVES it and has made a ton of friends on there. I know it is not the same as having a 'real life' friend who can be there to hug you and hold your hand, but it is still great support, plus who knows? You just might find someone on there who is close to you geographically.
Anyway, I wanted to let you know I am reading your blog and I will be back to visit again if that is ok. I hope you will visit me, too.
I hope you are having a 'good' day. Keep looking up!
Hi! Thanks a lot for taking the time to inform me on how to take care of the stray kitten!
I'm currently feeding the kitty infant formula (you know, the powder milk in which you just add water and feed your baby with it?) because I know cow's milk is bad for her and kitten milk is hard to find.
I haven't taken her to a vet yet because her eyes seem to be better as the days go by, but my boyfriend insists I should go. I have finished school so I will be able to make time to take her to the vet.
Yes I have heard that a lot of stray baby cats have eye uinfection that tend to worsen with time. I will go to the vet with the boyfriend. Thanks again for your help (=
I was just stopping by to see if you had posted again and I see you haven't. I hope you are hanging in there and doing OK.
My 95 y/o grandmother passed away last week and I have not been dealing with it very well. The stress and sadness have really affected me and made my illness worse. I have barely been able to get out of the bed and into my recliner like I usually do. Even though I am extremely thankful that she is no longer suffering and is in the arms of Jesus, I am still SO very sad that she is gone. :0( She was a major influence in my life and I will always miss her.
Well, I hope you post again soon. Until then, take care of YOU!
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Hi,
I saw that you were following my Twitter account so I came to read your blog. I read ALL of it.
Sweet girl, I'm SO sorry for all that you have been through. It breaks my heart into pieces. I have literally shed tears for you today. I'm so sorry that you have felt all alone in this world.
A lot of what you have written in your blog, I could have written myself because there have been times when I have felt the very same way. However, I am a lot older than you, so our experiences are similar but different. But I absolutely, without a doubt, FEEL. YOUR. PAIN. I know what it feels like to be in constant physical and emotional pain, to lose friends, to feel so very alone (even when there ARE people around), to feel guilty about being sick, to feel that my family would be better off with out me, etc. There are SO many feelings and emotions that we deal with AND SO many lies that Satan tells us.
I want you to know that I am here for you and I would love to be your friend! I also have a daughter who has Dysautonomia. She will be 16 in August and I know she would love to talk with you, if you are interested. I also have lots and lots of resources on my blog about Dysautonomia. There is one that my daughter just started using called Starbright World. It is a social network for chronically ill young people from ages 13-20. (I'm not sure how old you are but I kinda figured from your posts that you are probably in your late teens or early 20s.) My daughters LOVES it and has made a ton of friends on there. I know it is not the same as having a 'real life' friend who can be there to hug you and hold your hand, but it is still great support, plus who knows? You just might find someone on there who is close to you geographically.
Anyway, I wanted to let you know I am reading your blog and I will be back to visit again if that is ok. I hope you will visit me, too.
I hope you are having a 'good' day. Keep looking up!
Blessings,
Teresa <><
http://toomanyheartbeats.blogspot.com/
Hi! Thanks a lot for taking the time to inform me on how to take care of the stray kitten!
I'm currently feeding the kitty infant formula (you know, the powder milk in which you just add water and feed your baby with it?) because I know cow's milk is bad for her and kitten milk is hard to find.
I haven't taken her to a vet yet because her eyes seem to be better as the days go by, but my boyfriend insists I should go. I have finished school so I will be able to make time to take her to the vet.
Yes I have heard that a lot of stray baby cats have eye uinfection that tend to worsen with time. I will go to the vet with the boyfriend.
Thanks again for your help (=
Hey,
I was just stopping by to see if you had posted again and I see you haven't. I hope you are hanging in there and doing OK.
My 95 y/o grandmother passed away last week and I have not been dealing with it very well. The stress and sadness have really affected me and made my illness worse. I have barely been able to get out of the bed and into my recliner like I usually do. Even though I am extremely thankful that she is no longer suffering and is in the arms of Jesus, I am still SO very sad that she is gone. :0( She was a major influence in my life and I will always miss her.
Well, I hope you post again soon. Until then, take care of YOU!
Blessings,
Teresa <><
♥ Too Many Heartbeats ♥
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